aida

when u feel my heat look in to my eyes its where my demons hide its where my demons hide

dont get too close its dark inside its where my demons hide its where my demons hide

that awkward moment when u plan to watch 2 movies whit some other people and uv already seen both movies but cause their good u say well i will watch it again .....and its in the middle of the first movie...u look around and u get the fact that ur the only one who is awake

i wish i could say something positive on botato all i can see from myself is sad saaaad saaad gloomy gloomy but i really wish i could say something nice like i made a huge progress or i had a good day at work i got good news from my friend and someone treated me really good today i wish for all of that to happen so i can say that its 50-50 in life like half good half bad but the thing is i talk to my friend at work she has lots of problems i make jokes she laughs i give hope to my fiance for things getting better trying to teach him the stuff he needs  but he is too tired to learn and have hope i try doing the projects i have in my hands and i go to work everyday and at the end of the day,week.month...year nothing happens nothing gets better. If anyone comes to me and says dont sweat it its as it is and life is just like that im gonna kill that person for sure.life is not bullshit life is me doing the things i love loving the person i found the coolest guy ever and watching him being happy whit me thats all i need but i guess life counts this too much.Thats how days pass by for me i hope everyone has a better day. if god says to me that u have to have all the bad days of world so 10 or 20 other people live a happy life im gonna be ok whit that too at least i know i made someones day and im gonna die as a usefull piece of world.

not having a real good friend cuz u want someone to talk whit like calling them and say :''yo my mind is about to blow coffee and cigarets on me just come over.'' and that fucking person who doesnt exist comes and u talk and talk and in the end that person tells u an actual way to solve ur problems and u never knew about this and it actually works all they say are the things I already know or it doesnt work and the whole matter gets worse or i find someone but i never call cus i end up feeling he/she has his/her own problems i end up bothering my friend whit my nagging    

real world cuz no matter how u look at it, it sucks

being loenly....yea i guess i hate it more than anything

erasing memories ...to change the image people have from me even tho i changed its still the same looking at me the same way im guilty forever cause once i went wrong in my life

messi plus refree theonly reasons argentina won ....we were like china wall they couldnt pass through us and we have the best goalie and dejagah and alireza ghuchannejad both played great andrianik is a total terminator he destroys every game plan and pass and everything and that was penaaaallltttyyyyyyyyyyyy

its just a stupid question just say if u yell or get into physical fight like fist fight or throw stuff and ... for me i used to yell and punch then i got a bit older and tired of arguments now i just stay silent and if it gets too much i leave that place and the whole time i have this inner war that should i just let it blow or hold it?i end up holding it most of the times...yea boorring 

visiting my boyfriend.....thats a long story maaaan dont ask

write the best stories eveeeerr singing and having a nice voice is awesome too i can dance myself .i guess i can dance good cause i dance a lot mmmm thats it for now

   heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyy glad u finaly came i waited for u for soo long

they misunderstood me for being lesbian and some drug addict mmmm reasons first one cause I had bunch of lesbian friends second I was always sleepy whit dark circules around my eyes and I got nicknames for both