Rainblergh

"If voting changed anything, they'd make it illegal"

-Emma Goldman.

god dammit. so basically I went to my team mate's desk to ask for help, and when I looked down I saw a partially covered piece of paper that said "PAW PAW" in like a huuuuuuuuuuuge ass size 10000px font. So my first reaction was to say out loud "Hey, what's this? " As soon as I asked, I had an "oh kk i see" moment where I figured since it said "Paw" that maybe she had made like a "Come volunteer at an animal shelter!" flyer or something cause our company will pay for you to take a day off to volunteer somewhere for 8 hours. It's one of those goody goody "WE'RE HERE TO SERVE DA COMMUNITY <3," companies.

But my question startled her- you're supposed to knock on someone's cubicle wall so they know you're behind them but I saw the paper and forgot- so she froze up in her chair, and when she looked up from her computer/turned around to see what I was looking at, I suddenly remembered I was holding that stupid report and that I came over to ask for help. So I waved it off cause I needed to stay on task so I was like "Whatever, nvm it's probably not important. so about the report-" Then she pulled the piece of paper out and she said "Oh, were you asking about this? I made this sign because my grandpa is in the hospital " The paper said "GET WELL SOON PAW PAW" and then I felt like a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge asshole for saying "it's probably not important."

The only thing I could think to say was "Oh, I'm sorry to hear that ". But while we were going over the fucking report, I couldn't even concentrate on whatever she was telling me because in the back of my mind I was just yelling like "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH, HOW COULD I SAY THAT IT WASNT IMPORTANT?? HER GRANPA IS IN THE HOSPITAL AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH "

A senpai of mine goes to Parsons school of design. She just posted her homework assignment and it's so cool.

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Here you go, a beardful picture of me.

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shoujo style is hard af to draw imo

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I'll throw in some tumblr goons for good measure

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I like to stare at my drawings with hopes that they will complete themselves... someday.

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I had a dream where I was back at my old high school. It was apparently the last day of school, and I was sitting in the last class of the day with a teacher I had never seen before. As soon as the bell rang, I said good bye to one of my childhood friends and I said good bye to my college room mate. We were acting like we were never going to see each other again the moment we set foot out of that class room. I felt pretty depressed when I left the classroom cause I apparently lost my friends forever, so instead of going straight to the area where the parents were waiting to pick up their kids, I decided to hang around the school a little longer.
 
There was a huge crowd on the school's lawn. it looked like some event was going on. There was a fenced off area where these hipsters that I hated from my school were tending to trees that were planted to commemorate the kids that had committed suicide during the school year (irl my school doesn't have that tradition ). There were three slabs of concrete with rectangular, large, clear plastic containers. On the first slab there were two hipsters tending to a tree that had grown pretty tall already. I guess it was for a student that died a long time ago. There was no one at the second slab, but the tree had apparently rotted away into nothing and the tank was full of a murky purple liquid instead of dirt. Then at the third slab there were two people, I couldn't identity them because their faces were completely blurred when I looked at them. The "tank" there was empty and because I felt like a sensitive ass emo kid I was like "OKAY IM GONNA GO AHEAD AND PLANT A TREE EVEN THOUGH NO ONE KILLED THEMSELVES CAUSE TODAY WAS ONE OF THE SADDEST DAYS OF MY LIFE. " Obviously since this shit was meant for a student that killed them self the two hipsters with blurred faces didn't want me to plant shit we just stood there on the lawn arguing forever.
 
Then suddenly some short asian girl showed up and apparently that was Lurker. She said I could plant shit and then the blurred people went away. Then some kind of planting montage ensued that my brain fast forwarded through. Then for some reason a big ass cat wandered into the area. I don't mean like a fat house cat like the one in grumpy's avatar, I mean it like it was a cat you'd find in the wild. It looked like this:
 

 
I was like "WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS CAT DOING IN CHAPEL HILL?????? " and then I was like "AM I FINNA DIE RIGHT NOW??? " More specifically I was scared AF that the animal was gonna sink its teeth into my knee and rip my knee out, which was something I was freaked out about when I was a small kid. Every time it got close to me, my knee just ached from imagining the cat attacking it. Then Lurker called the cat away. Apparently she was its owner so I was like like "WAT. " 

We spent so long trying to plant the tree that it was already dark so some how the cement slab just turned into a bed and the grass turned into carpet and the tree was gone. Also the POV changed to a birds eye view of the room. There were two sleeping bags on the bed (a yellow one on the left and a blue one on the right) so Lurker got into the yellow one and when she zipped herself up she looked like a burrito or some shit. Then I got into the blue one and I looked like a burrito too. We went to sleep with our backs facing each other, and then a sleeping montage started up and my brain fast forwarded through it. Basically lurker was sleeping still but I kept moving around while I was sleeping. Eventually when I woke up I was laying diagonally on the bed just hogging the whole bed while lurker was being pushed to the edge. Our backs were still facing each other, but my knees were bent so that my sleeping bag looked like a backwards L and my feet were on her lower back so apparently I had shoved her to the edge of the bed with my feet while we were sleeping if that makes any sense. When she woke up she was pissssssssssssssssssssssed. she got outta her sleeping bag and as soon as I got out of mine she sicked her big ass cat on me and then I freaked the fuck out. Then I woke up. The end.

 ETHYLENE­DIAMINE­TETRA­ACETIC

I think M because I certainly Magnificent

An Island or a Continent ?

"I think I got constipated by disappointment." - friend from down under, 2014.

thats when i visited the coloseum O:

and met the love of your life? Introduce him to us :>

Human right ?

I would want to be the Queen of England, because I just want to know how it would feel to be that old and have some influence in the government, perhaps giving Northern Territory their freedom and see how do they fair without England. 

If I can be someone that is already dead, well that is easy Elizabeth Bathory, The Blood Countress of Hungary before she was immured, because I think I would like to experience the mentality of why she kills many young girls and bath in their blood does it happen support her belief that bathing in blood will make her youthful ? Honestly I would be all ack!The though of washing ones hair in blood is just irks me in to wrong way.

Truth or Dare ?