my dream is to live in the world of anime and manga (no kidding)
I respect this, tbh.
As sad as it might sound, one of the primary reasons I so enjoy many manga/anime/video games/tv shows is because they're unrealistic. I genuinely don't find reality to be very satisfying most of the time, so I wouldn't mind finding myself in a world where the possibilities are far less constrained and my ability to control my situation can be much greater.