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[POMF=3]

Horn I hope you get a job soon, don't stress, well I know you're not stressing


Also, why do people like Katy Perry?
I just read the lyrics to her latest song 'Part of me' and was wondering if this shit was for reals

After Fireworks where 80% of the song she was going 'woah' her music has turned to shit

I miss songs like I kissed a girl, wtf happened to Katy Perry

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almost all her songs sound the same for me

but i really liked "The one that got away" and "Your hot and your cold"

she is still the prettiest pop singer i have listened too

[annabelleroxayne]

I... I am so fucking pissed at my stupid family! I can't take it anymore! Constantly being told to suck it up, stop whining, don't cry in front of us... and then my cousin gets ridiculously upset over tiny things and it's a huge fucking problem!

I patted him on this cheek and told him not to ask my mother for her weight (repeatedly) so she wouldn't be upset by it, and he freaked the fuck out and accused me of slapping him and got all mad because I wouldn't tell him my mom's weight. Of course, I'm the absolute monster in this situation for picking on my poor (older) cousin. For some reason his feelings are much more important than mine, just because he has seizures. I know things have been tough for him, but it's not as if my life has been a damn picnic, I've been through more shit than they could imagine, shit that would make them question their god. And they know that I've gone through bad things. They know how much I've struggled with depression, self abuse, suicidal feelings.... but that;s not worth shit. I'm not worth shit. I'm some vicious, devious, low life in their eyes.

I hate it so much, I don't know how much longer I can handle the way my "loved ones" treat me. I feel like a pot constantly about to boil over.

Anyway, sorry for complaining so much, and cursing a lot. You guys can even ignore this! Actually I might prefer that ^ ^' I just... I needed to vent. Thankyou.

[pizhhh]

*sighs*
I know the feeling.....

[Yaomo]

For some reason his feelings are much more important than mine, just because he has seizures.

way to go, anna's family! you'll produce a great super fake selfish bastard with no qualms about hurting others...
seriously, what idiots

i know about a case where a guy was treated like a baby by all of his family (exept one of his brothers) just because he was born with a physical handicap (that was fixed later)
guess how he turned out? he became a child rapist
if only they'd listened to the wiser brother when he said the guys facade was totally fake, they might have managed to raise him into a man. now it's already too late

[annabelleroxayne]

I feel like it's already to late for my cousin as well, he honestly thinks it is okay to act the way he acts and others HAVE to deal with it. Other people are obligated to conform to his standards and whims. He has verbally stated this.

[Katzen]

And they know that I've gone through bad things. They know how much I've struggled with depression, self abuse, suicidal feelings.... but that;s not worth shit. I'm not worth shit. I'm some vicious, devious, low life in their eyes.

wow. i can relate to this so much...

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wow. i can relate to this so much...

umm i guess we are all suffering in our own way

Edited by AiNoKime, 27 March 2012 - 01:13 AM.

[annabelleroxayne]

Ah, everyone suffers. No ones suffering is worth more or less, it's all equally tragic. But it'd be weird if life was only made up of happy parts XD

[pizhhh]

Ah, everyone suffers. No ones suffering is worth more or less, it's all equally tragic. But it'd be weird if life was only made up of happy parts XD

Nope. Mine's not actually tragic. I just like to angst over petty things. Like having roaches in my bedroom.

[Katzen]

umm i guess we are are suffering in our own way

Ah, everyone suffers. No ones suffering is worth more or less, it's all equally tragic. But it'd be weird if life was only made up of happy parts XD

haha yeah if life was all bubbly, it'll be boring right? And we never actually learn anything. We all need some sadness in our lives, i guess.
lately, i have been quite depressed and...self-destructive and i'm basically friendless irl. i'm glad i've known people from here who i can vent to.

speaking of sadness, that's one of the reasons my ex gave me. Because he "likes being sad", apart from other reasons.

Edited by katzen, 27 March 2012 - 01:20 AM.

[annabelleroxayne]

Well, when I say tragic I don't mean it how you probably think. Tragic is usually used in an extreme way, when I said it I meant that anything that is stressful or upsetting, even something small like cockaroaches, carries a certain level of tragedy just by causing you some mild form of suffering. Personally, I'd consider roaches anywhere to be pretty tragic, but I have a debilitating phobia of them XD

There is a sort of... uhm, goodness in sadness, because it implies many good things.

[Seiris21]

My sister ate my cookies!!!

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i just want to cheer you up! buy more cookies and eat it b4 someone else does!!

Edited by AiNoKime, 27 March 2012 - 12:47 PM.

[Seiris21]

Cuuute!

[annabelleroxayne]

So mean, cookies are not to be trifled with! I would bake you some if I could!

[Seiris21]

Food Grudges are a scary thing

[annabelleroxayne]

I'm an expert at food grudges~

[Soran Lioncore]

HMMMMMMMM................IT SO COLOURFUL HERE...........HMMMMMMM.....

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I feel so detached from everyone.....(irl) hhbb

i feel tired just breathing.....