I have finally decided to make my only post here days after learning the news as I wanted to let my emotions normalize. I have been lurking here from the start. I have drifted off over the past few years although I do come back once in a while. The news came as quite a surprise as I did not expect it.
Firstly, I would like to thank you, the staff and contributors. You have provided an invaluable place for many people to just enjoy manga/manhua/manhwa while respecting all the parties involved. Next, I must admit that I did not consider the huge effort and sacrifice that you had made to let this site run. You certainly deserve to get a good rest and vacation.
Your reasons for this choice is understandable but you should have never let it get this far. You seem to be treating it as a real baby, I doubt that a normal person could have lasted 7 months doing what you did and you lasted 7 years. Your physical and mental health as well as real life relations should not have been sacrificed for this site. You should have spoken out eariler and gottem help. You seem to want to be in control of most aspects but that is unneccessary. It also seems that you are too much of a perfectionist, ensuring the site is up 24/7 is good but not woth the price you had to pay, to quote poster "arimareiji" (#1108) -- A site which is reliably up only 12 hours a day, and sometimes goes down for a week, might draw a lot of complaints. Pardon my French, but to the complainers I personally would say "So f$@%ing what? Get over it, find a way to help fix it or leave." Such a site would bring far more good into the world than a site that's up 0 hours a day, 365 days a year.
I do not know if you will read this post, but thank you for everything and have a good rest, you have made a huge impact and brought enjoyment to many. I wish you the best and may you find success in future endeavours, however I hope you will learn and grow from this so that such a regrettable end does not come again, learn to trust and rely more on the community you have helped to build, do not shoulder so much responsibility that you had to suffer. Communicate early about issues so that others can help brain-storm the solutions.