I, uh, ended up writing something sort of like poetry while discussing suicide with people today. Just realized it might belong here.
And so onwards I push against the tide, pointlessly drudging to my demise.
"Better to die with head held high! Better to give your family pride!"
They all shout and jeer, with faces alight, their hands clutching at me as they pull towards the brine.
"Wouldn't they cry if you didn't go into the sea, where all of the other great and noble dead be? What shame to just lay there and wait on the swells, or swallow the hemlock and die in the hills! Come die with us, it's better this way!"
And so the dead march, and drag me their way.
The sand turns to marsh, the marsh into void, and the laughter of dead men is drowned in the ocean's great noise.
A hand pushes downwards and the man next to me grins, his face a dark spectre in the dark murky grim. They'll drag me down with them, and we'll all be great friends. It's all a great feast, down there at the end.
The dead men will sit around their dead tables, and we'll all tell dead stories, and swap dead fables.
Our bodies will rot, collapse, decay. We'll all reassure each other. "It's better this way."
My lungs fill with water. I hurt and I choke, and the faces around me dance like black smoke.
Surely this was better.
Surely this was kind.
Thank goodness for these dead men, who kept me in mind.
Hemlock is for weak men, and the tide is a poor grave. I'm sure the world will be happy, since we all died this way.
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