I will be blunt. It is very unfortunate to hear you could not balance your life and batoto.
But before you go, I really hope you do explore a bit more ways to fight back those nasty bots and net attacks by implementing some successful technologies/techniques that I am seeing from other sites working pretty well such as cloudfare (seems the site is already running on this), recaptcha (all over the place), javascript tricks (to make it more difficult parsing/getting the links), and trusted user/moderator driven or managed bot block/report.
I just wish you try to put off some burdens on your shoulder by giving up user convenience against your insistence on keeping it user friendly in the way right now before you entirely close down batoto. It is very sad for thousands of daily users like me to see batoto closing down out of blue.