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[PItiful Boar]

18 damn reminds me of the nightmares i used to have about deadlines in college life 

hope you'll have some time down the road to recover

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heyy

Good night~

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Heyy~

Good morning uwu

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explosive irony

 

<this is a song>

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Good night, sleep well~ ^^

[PItiful Boar]

23 did not sleep well

did not sleep terribly bad either

it was one of those sleep that did not feel refreshing for some strange reason

also the effects of meditation is wearing off - the chattering of noises in my head, not going away

i think it's the taxes, screaming at me

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it was one of those sleep that did not feel refreshing for some strange reason

 

if all sleep is like that for me then is that a problem

 

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23 did not sleep well
did not sleep terribly bad either
it was one of those sleep that did not feel refreshing for some strange reason
also the effects of meditation is wearing off - the chattering of noises in my head, not going away
i think it's the taxes, screaming at me

I seem to recall that in theory one is supposed to get better at meditating over time, rather than the other way around, so it might indeed be that you've just got more on your plate right now—then again I'm no expert in these regards. I have considered trying taking up meditation myself lately, though.

if all sleep is like that for me then is that a problem

Depends—"did not feel refreshing" is a pretty subjective statement, after all.

For instance, I've known plenty of people who were always pretty unhappy and groggy after getting up—distinctly not-morning-people, you might say—whose health and general-well-being seemed perfecly fine.

By default I'm a little more worried about you in this regard since it has kind of sounded like some of the competitiveness in your surroundings is possibly at moderately toxic levels. So I hope you are doing okay. *extra hugs*

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26 I slept ten plus hours
It was interrupted sleep with a three am wake up call
But afterwards I slept like a log for six hours
Once again I had to meditate to get back to sleep, and it took the full two hundred count
Whereas previously it only took one hundred, probably because of more things on my mind

if all sleep is like that for me then is that a problem

 

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probably 

do you find yourself easily irritable?

meditations, yoga, cardio - all produce alpha waves which should help

Edited by Feishy Pit Boar, 08 March 2019 - 08:12 PM.

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no, rather than irritable, i find myself...unaffected

 

i couldnt really sleep during the day even though i intended to, probably cause i wanted to finish some work(?) that had been piling up(?), so did that satisfactorily(?)

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I lost my car keys and had to search all over for them and eventually found them in the grass between the parking lot and the building... Happy end, but it was horrible ;-;

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29 I saw the Belgian film Trio - parts of the film felt a little long and could be cut out, but the rating is a little low - I would give it an 8 

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt9471842/

 

 

The first line of the movie - "Life is a ghastly mistake." Second line of the movie - "The only hope I have is the knowledge that it will one day end." I feel like this movie was made for me. 

 

Spoiler

So the younger brother buys a prostitute for his older brother, a shut-in/otaku/movie bluff, rather cynical but very incisive, as a present for his birth . 

 

The older brother refuses, tells the prostitute to leave, and claims that society is pornified (which I completely agree). So the younger brother asks for a refund - the prostitute refuses, so the older brother suggest they talk instead. The prostitute is a philosophy major, quotes neitzche. The older brother is smitten. 

 

At the end of the story both brothers falls for the prostitute. 

Edited by Feishy Pit Boar, 10 March 2019 - 01:30 AM.

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30 did you know, Shiva is the jewish custom for mourning of the dead

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That's an interesting near-false-cognate.

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32 Shiwa death design yo
Shiwa be praised
So I went to Redwood City to watch the movie shelter among the clouds
It’s just like the a doestovedky novel, something along the lines of brothers karamovzov
You got the atheist dad, the good hearted younger brother who is religious and wants everyone to get along and love each other, the pragmatic older brother, and another sister fighting for dads inheritance

Why couldn’t people just get along

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man working is too hard.. is what people who can't work at all often say

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32 Shiwa death design yo
Shiwa be praisedSo I went to Redwood City to watch the movie shelter among the clouds
It’s just like the a doestovedky novel, something along the lines of brothers karamovzov
You got the atheist dad, the good hearted younger brother who is religious and wants everyone to get along and love each other, the pragmatic older brother, and another sister fighting for dads inheritance
Why couldn’t people just get along

It occurs to me that among highly intelligent social creatures whose behaviour I am aware of (admittedly this is a dozen or so species at best), only bonobos seem to really regularly work hard at "just getting along".

Maybe the hippies have the right of things.

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man working is too hard.. is what people who can't work at all often say

I mean if literally they can't, then indeed it follows that it is too hard for them.

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35 the film a shelter among clouds won the best film in the category global vision

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what is this stuff

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Rather. What does "global vision" even mean? It sounds like it should mean something like what the UN was supposed to produce, not a film award? owo;

Slightly word salad-y. Unless I'm just missing the point?