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[pokari]

59

I'm not really in to self-medicating.

[PItiful Boar]

60 uoure probably just stressing too much
I mean what is the worst that can happen

Edited by Feishy Pit Boar, 18 January 2019 - 04:37 AM.

[pokari]

61

I stop breathing during my sleep and die.

Actually that's not the worst that can happen, but it's the threshold at which additional worse-ness doesn't bother me especially more.

More realistically, my life spirals out of control and I end up a hikkikomori NEET because I can't handle it all.

Don't ask me the worst that can happen. I can come up with lots of things, of varying degrees of rationality. I'm creative like that.

Anyway, everything's probably going to be okay, but in the meantime it's rough.

[PItiful Boar]

62 actually dying in one sleep with asphyxiation is common
Beds were heavy back in the days and people thought a horse (mare) was stepping on them
Hence the word nightmare
You see it depicted in paintings too usually a horse head on top of a woman

Did people didn’t get stress as much back in the days

Edited by Feishy Pit Boar, 18 January 2019 - 01:19 PM.

[pokari]

63

actually dying in one sleep with asphyxiation is common

Gee, thanks, that'll help my current anxiety problems :/

[PItiful Boar]

64 mostly caused by sleep apnea which is indirectly caused by excessive weight

[pokari]

I thought central sleep apnea was more dangerous in the "suddenly decide never to breathe again" problem but I'm not well researched in this are so I could be wrong.

Still, can we change the subject? I actually genuinely don't need fuel for my paranoid night-brain right now.

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[penrosecat]

66

 

*hug*

 

don't feel muddled too much

[pokari]

67

Thanks. *hugs back* They were talking about oxytocin and hugs on the radio on the way here, so right now I'm thinking, "Is this soft feeling what oxytocin feels like, then (or is it more complicated than that)"? o.o

I'm on day 14 of continuous crunch-time but it should be over tomorrow I think and on day 16 or 17 I should probably be able to rest at leisure and become a little less tumbled of a person.

Edited by pokari, 21 January 2019 - 02:04 AM.

[PItiful Boar]

68 oxytocin is when you go to the gym and workout with your bros

[pokari]

69

That for me would be more like "social anxiety", having to try to keep up with that godawful hyper-masculine environment... x.x;

[penrosecat]

70

 

oxytocin is when you lie to everybody for your own success

[pokari]

71

A read of the Wikipedia page on oxytocin suggests that it does... Many, many things. It's a pretty long article...

[penrosecat]

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aaaAAAArrrgggGGGHHHHH WWWUuuaaaaAAAHHHHHH

 

Good night~

[pokari]

Those were some pretty amazing noises ^^

Good night :'3

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[PItiful Boar]

74 huehue

[PItiful Boar]

75 weight loss must be working because I’m depressed as fuk

[pokari]

76

*Hugs*

I seriously recommend hugs, though I may be incorrectly-biased because my bouts of depression tended to be partially loneliness-based.

[PItiful Boar]

77 I played some rpg and that seemed to have help a bit
Exploring tombs and slaying orcs and undead in divinity original sin
Ok time to slave away once again
And yeah the weight loss is temporary
Like myth of sysphius never ending never beginning
In the diamond sutra the enlightened one was asked what was the lifespan of a human
He relied: between breaths

Inhale and I live
Exhale and I die

[PItiful Boar]

78 consumption! consumption! consumption!