Nah I refuse change,
Proof, I the fuckmothering vampire cat am still here
Nah I refuse change,
Proof, I the fuckmothering vampire cat am still here
I dont even know how I keep functioning these days.
Live stuff got me drained and I still barely sleep
i feel like my lack of engagement w/ outside world is also deeply disturbing
i feel like 70 but not quite
Ive never been an outisde person. I dont even undertsand what people do out there.
So every time I do go out its because I HAVE to go places, like school/ work, shopping.
Unfortunately im most unproductive when i'm home, just youtube surfing chasing down a series, for example
not the best way to spend time
I did go out on Saturday morning and that was cool... but sunday i was so tired from swimming on Saturday that I kinda just didn't want to go out to do things any more, and that was bad. But if I dont' swim hard and get tired what's the point? this is a dilemma...
By the way guys did I tell you I got a new (used 2021) prius prime? Damn, they have everything nowadays, a GPS screen that syncs with your phone. Even the GPS manual is a thick booklet. Haven't gotten through with it. Did you know there's a new 0w-16? they don't even take 0w-20 nowadays
and they beep you each time you drift on a lane w/o turn signals, beep you when you're backing up too close, too many sensors everywhere....
Those were words. Im not a car guy.
I got a used Nissan Micra and it goes forward, backward and you an steer it
I feel that
I also feel that. But currently I have to take a lot of calls, which is stressfull, so that outweights the feeling of nothing.
I usually keep my shutters down while the morning sun is blasting the room.
We have a black carpet so that gets extra hot and Im not about that live.
So everythings just gonna stay closed until later in the day when I feel out the outside and
if its the same temp or lower as isnide, then I open everything up.