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  Even if you don't like the ending, this manga is incredible, from it's realistic portrayal of abuse to it's amazing characters. And while I actually think that Ian is a well writen, conflicted character and that his relationship with Jeremy was interesting for the story, I by no means think that what he was doing was right and I also do not think he was a healthy person. 

  This story, though, is definately not about healthy people.

  This is a realistic, tragic story that I appreciated (no matter how dramatic) from beginning to end, and not everything can end well. It ended as well as it could've.

  Nobody reads this thing for the BL. This is about real human pain.

Shitty ending, my god. The guy wants to help him overcome his abuse...by abusing him further. Then they drag it out.

 

What a shame, the first half is so realistic and on point for abuse of a boy that age and his reactions. If you ignore everything with Ian in the second half it's one of the best looks at the subject in manga form.

Var ya ne varsa eski mangakalarda var, gerçekten. Psikolojik-gerilimleri çok seviyorum ama shounen ai ile bezenenince tadından yenmiyor.Bana biraz suç ve cezanın çeşitll ögelerle doldurulmuş modern bi versiyonu gibi geldi. Let Dai den sonra 2. sırama yükseldi türünde. Let Dai shounen ai nin toplumsal günah ve suçluluk duygusunu işlerken, bu manga olaya çok daha geniş bi açıdan bakmasına rağmen Jeremy nin kurtulmasını yine aynı yolla sağladı, tuhaf. Sonlara doğru bi ara gidişatı sevmesem de harikaydı, 17.ciltte biraz hızlı gelişip, tatmin edici bi sona varamadı gibi... Ama kesinlikle aldığı ödülü hak ediyor. Cidden sağlam bi döngü vardı. Karakterler şaşırtıcıydı. Ama mangaka hiç adil biri değil onu anladım. Genelde yabacı karakterler kullanmaya meyillli sanırım. Kadının birikimi buna itmiş olabilir tabi. Poe olsun diğer şairler olsun. Zaten içinde şiir olmayan psikolojik bişi okumadım Okuyun, okutun. Bazı şeylerini tanımlamanız için o at gözlüklerimizi çıkarıp atacak bi eser.

I didn't like the last half of the manga. Mainly because i don't like ian.

As good an ending as one could have hoped for.

 

carfish - otukaresama desita!

17 and considered shota? WTH! (Only read description)

It's the best portrayal of what happens to a person who has been sexually abused that I've ever read. I work with kids like Jeremy in real life.

thanks for update.

Literally leaves you breathless. It's so heartbreaking and horrible and depicts the psychological trauma one goes through after horrific abuse flawlessly. I can't find fault in anything. The art is beautiful.

@truepurple, it's true that the abuse seemed to drag on, but I also think that it's because it was dragged on for so long that it had as much impact on the readers. That's what makes it so horrible and heartbreaking, but through all of it you see the changes Jeremy goes through bit by bit.

I regret not picking up this series earlier.

T^T I want to cry whenever I seee him like that waaaaaa so sad....his life is ruined by his owner mother's whines!

I could only read this by jumping chapters, I feel it dragged on too much with the abuse to read completely. BTW for those who want to skip to the murder part and beyond the murder happens in chapter

Thanks for updates. A couple of chapters once a month? I can handle that

Agreed as well.
The story has a horrible subject that's rarely used in manga (i think). It's more realistic than most stories. I'm still at the beginning but I can't stop reading.

I agree - it is a really well done series on a really horrible subject but it handles what he goes through very well.

This series is amazing. Really amazing. It's heartbreaking, cruel, horrific, and makes me cry, but still amazing.