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Shi ni Itaru Yamai

Alt Names:	Death to disease 死に至る病
Author:	Asada Hikari
Artist:	Seguchi Takahiro
Genres:	Drama Medical Mystery Psychological Romance Seinen Tragedy
Type:	Manga (Japanese)
Status:	Complete
Description:	This is the mysterious story of Futaba Kazuma's first patient. At 18, Futaba Kazuma went to school to get his qualification in clinical psychology. While attending school, he boards at a creepy mansion, which even has a butler. Also living there is a strange young woman called Emiru. She is suffering from a terminal illness of the heart --- despair. This deep psychological problem has eerie physical effects as well: her hair has turned white, her body temperature is well below normal, and her blood pressure is also bizarre. No psychologists or counselors have been able to help cure her of this problem. Will Kazuma be able to determine the cause of Emiru's despair and save her before it's too late?
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sth weird	veraya	0 Replies 1088 Views	18 February 2014 - 10:56 AM By: veraya
So, the ending... [spoiler]	Cake-kun	4 Replies 2461 Views	21 December 2013 - 11:10 PM By: ForeverHero
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106 Comments

ZdrytchX

Jul 04 2017 12:50 PM

Well that was a nice ending. Not as deep into psych as I'd thought it would be, but I guess I feel a little better after reading this story (despite stories usually making me feel sad)

pihip

May 04 2016 10:01 AM

This is another proof that a manga doesn't need to be hundreds of chapters long to be called a masterpiece.

- Zhynthux, Crazy Apple, VeryBroke and 1 other like this

Darkshini

Sep 15 2015 10:53 PM

Pretty enjoyable, a little short maybe nevertheless good as it is.

Nano Death!

Aug 04 2015 04:02 PM

God, my head hurt, i need 3 day to complete a short manga, reading and tab to translator every pages ~.~ But i love it, very good art and story.

FrenchLegend

May 19 2015 08:13 AM

That was crazy !

Franks

Oct 23 2014 07:51 PM

One of my favourite manga , i cried like a little kid when i finished it , a masterpiece .

Kreuz

Aug 02 2014 07:48 PM

Oh man.. This was too heavy..

EDIT: And the ending left a bad taste as well. Well, there's simply no way it would've been a happy ending manga, but still...

well in one way you could call it good ending though i mean

Spoiler

Linkd

Jul 17 2014 03:16 AM

Hnggggg It was sooo good. But really deep I enjoyed the story.

Brek_kapitány

Jun 11 2014 01:50 AM

So heavy.. was really worth it though

Bobby W.

Jun 07 2014 12:43 PM

Oh man.. This was too heavy..

EDIT: And the ending left a bad taste as well. Well, there's simply no way it would've been a happy ending manga, but still...

foxblue

May 20 2014 02:27 PM

Wow, that was heavy. I'm not really anything like Emiru, I'm "merely" bipolar, but this certainly hit close to home. With bipolar there isn't a drastic change in the sense of self, but your behavior, and what other people see as your personality, can shift drastically and unpredictably. It really sucks. Especially in relationships, where, if the other party became close to me during one episode they will be alienated and hurt when I swing back the other way. So, really close to home. Despite of, and because of, all that I really liked this. Well done (and tactful, I might add) stories like this are hard to find. I fell like the horror tag is a bit harsh, though...

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iovis

May 14 2014 05:38 AM

Actually, everyone has their own multiple personality. The you in the internet, I REALLY don't think it's the same person to you in your real life. admit it.

Spoiler
I realized this sometime ago.
What's the people around me see in me?
Do they see me as me in real life who's a bit introvert?
Or do they see me as a fun loving person as I am on Facebook? (yes, i create a persona like that on facebook)
Do they know me as i'm in this Sakuratea persona?
Do they know me as a pervert as I lurk on H doujin reading site?

That time I was confused. Which is the real me? I don't know anymore. Which one of me I want to dominate my actions? What do I want people to see in me?
I don't know anymore do i want to be the person i want to be or do I want to be people want me to be? If I do the latter, I don't think I will be able to endure.
I choose the be the person I want to be. I'm trying to be as honest as i can wherever i am, be it IRL or in the Internet, so that I only have one persona that is me myself that i can confirm it on the mirror or my friend even though they might say i'm disgusting. I don't want to lose myself

Spoiler

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Jopat

Apr 19 2014 01:13 PM

Actually, everyone has their own multiple personality. The you in the internet, I REALLY don't think it's the same person to you in your real life. admit it.

Maybe it's ego not personality. Multi personality is you not knowing the other you. But yeah I agree with you. We may be more sociable on the net than irl.

Sakuratea

Apr 17 2014 07:23 AM

Actually, everyone has their own multiple personality. The you in the internet, I REALLY don't think it's the same person to you in your real life. admit it.

Spoiler

- Pauan and DivaN like this

Soul0Reaper

Apr 14 2014 07:15 AM

@natureboy I can't speak about any experiences regarding "loving" women with such disorders but any college graduate who took psych could tell you that that treatment is extremely finicky and difficult. It's hard enough just to get one to dominate, let alone integrate. Let's not try to turn a manga into reality.

sirflimflam

Apr 13 2014 04:54 AM

The last chapter was really quite harsh on my heart.

Spoiler

- InChildlikeWonder likes this

Natureboy

Mar 01 2014 04:22 AM

Please read after the last chapter, not before.

Spoiler

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veraya

Feb 18 2014 12:12 PM

good story, but I'm not going to read it again I wish it ended a little bit differently

noveria

Dec 29 2013 05:43 AM

The feels... I can honestly say that I enjoyed it right from the beginning but I didn't feel REALLY involved until the last chapter. Even though I knew what was happening and what was going to happen... I couldn't help but feel my heart drop a little and Kazuma is such a champ as well as Emiru!

Exactly! The last chapter attacks with force.

- fisher69 likes this

noveria

Dec 29 2013 05:42 AM

Oh damn. What a heart breaking story. It didn't leave that wound on your heart till the very end, such an intensely sad story. The pleasant numbness of the tragedy genre.

This takes less than 2 hours to read. Do yourself a favor, pour yourself a drink, fire up the itunes and enjoy the trip.