Deep Love - Ayu no Monogatari

I probably edited this statement a dozen times, so I'll just go with the cliffnotes I guess?

This series is unique because it doesn't romanticize prostitution, and shows the real ugliness that goes down. There is nothing beautiful or glamorous about this series. The MC's version of love is flawed since she can only immolate herself to try to handle the issues and people in her life. Kudos to the author for creating something extremely candid. I'm so sick of shoujo/josei's where they romanticize this stuff without any consequence, so I'm very impressed with Yoshii Yuu's approach.

The end is just fucking bad... volume one was a good buildup but pff. She dies in one day after knowing she has aids (No meds to back it up? Is she suffering from ebola or something?), the guy sudokus seemingly random (Act of courage for his son? Suffering because of aids? Not wanting to live because he can't fuck anything any more without destroying its life (whether it be male or female, human or animal)?) and SUDDENLY has a fortune in insurance money. Like, for all we know the guy was jobless or whatever, so the insurance wouldn't back it. He doesn't have the 100.000 dollars to save his son, but he has lots of money to spend on an insurance to give money to a son he dislikes. 

If the author had the sick boy and Ayu fuck, the ending could at least be truly QUALITY tier and would also teach 'us' we shouldn't fuck around, not even for money. I imagine it like this:
("After the what lies ahead of me?" page.)

"...It seems that your father suffered from AIDS. Do you know anyone who also has suffered from this disease?"
"AIDS...No only...."
It struck me like a lightning bolt. After taking a test that day, it was quickly confirmed that I also carried this horrible disease. Ayu, YOU WERE RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID YOU WERE FILTHY!
Side script on the left margin of the page: "Don't fuck with people you don't know! Use a fucking condom you retards, if you like jumping after everything with two legs and a heartbeat! And take life insurances, so your family can party on your corpse! (if they were at least smart enough to follow the above instructions)"

ho letto Tutti i "Deep Love" ho pianto in Tutti, Sono Veramente tristi volevo almeno Che avessero avuto Un bel finale dopo Tutte queste tragedie 

damn i'm depressed

The further along I got with this story the less inclined I felt to give in to any tears it was doing its very best to wring out of me. I mean - sure, kill the puppy too, why don't you... To me, the entire thing felt forced and all those extremes lost their impact quickly. I don't mind serious and heavy themes in manga but in this one they were used not unlike a baseball bat.